yaki-yaki~japanese buffet~

wow..

yesterday was great~

cz v're goin 2 yaki-yaki having dinner..

v're sitting in 1 room..

im so happy lerhx..

all of us keep on taking de food

cz damn hungry..

1st v're taking our favourite sashimi~

yummy~

salmon..

my favourite~

i took 2 plate..

haha..

sushi..

i love japanese food alot..

plus v can grill..

all chit chat around..

taking photo around..

but i was bz eating,

took not so much photo wit them..

they are using their camera n hp 2 took

not yet tag 2 me lerhx..

i jz use my hp 2 took my food photo..

hahah..

eating basket robin ice cream..

some yummy dessert..

cheese cake..

haha..

my favourite again..

orea cheese cake..

to my girls~

nex round jogoya~

after our dinner,

v're goin2 green box..

2nd round..

hehe..

my sifu invite us 2 go..

i sure on de..

hahaha..

cz he is fetching me bac..

all of us are goin..

wow..

they are so hot..

sing k til lik clubbing..

all dancing around..

i cant tahan ad

sleep in K room..

cz having some beer..

n im wearing contact lens

my eye so tired..

straight away take off my lens

n sleep..

haha..

vivian they sing til 3am..

but sifu,Eeios,chloe n i left at 2.30am..

lolx..

got block at pertama..

v kena stop at d side..

check sifu IC..

ask guys get down from d car

n check their body..

haha..

chloe say tat sifu looks lik lala

tats y kena..

haha..

but than luckly ntg lerhx..

lets c my photo~

sashimi~lovey~
sushi~

oyster~

babe steph,cherry & vivian~

grill here~

my dessert~cheese cake n jelly~

basket robin ice cream~

wow~our bill~

难以形容~

最近要怎么说呢？

昨晚又吐了。。

回家途中终于顶不顺了。。

叫kelvin停车给我吐。。

真厉害，

忍了很久，

还以为不会吐

只是觉得很辛苦而已

喝茶的时候我都没下车

在车里和vivian & stephanie休息

他们就一个接一个来问候我

一个贴心的朋友问我要不要喝热茶

我说要

之后呢

kelvin拿了一杯热teh tarik给我

我怕弄脏他的车

我就拿下车喝。。

我的姐妹们几乎都醉了。。

都是男的在喝茶

女的多数在车休息。。

可惜michelle这次没跟，

因为她要考试。。

喝完了，

kelvin就一个接一个送回家

我是最后一个

当送eling回的时候，

有点危险

因为她那边很多马来仔

kelvin就送她进电梯，

然后赶快的上车锁门。。

之后我还弄丢了我的证件

就猜猜应该是送了eling回家的时候

我换去前面坐

下车的时候跌了。。

结果呢

送stephanie回家过后

kelvin又驾回去eling家那边找

辛亏找到哦。。

不然就麻烦了。。

哇，

我回到家已经５。３０了。。

可是今天十点多就醒了

哇

整个人还是觉得晕晕的

还有想吐的感觉。。

之后收到kelvin的信息

说蛋糕在他的车

原来昨晚不懂什么时候放进他的车

结果大家什么都不记得

完全忘记了有蛋糕这件事。。

然后呢

kelvin就拿来给我

结果我们开后车厢

看到蛋糕溶了

我们傻掉。。

我还是照拿上楼

放进冰箱。。

之后呢

就和kelvin去吃午餐

去我好朋友的店吃酿豆腐

哈哈

可是呢

去到不是吃酿豆腐

我吃淋面

他吃加哩面。。

他这个傻老

都没睡到

六点才到家

九点多就起身做工

他吃了午餐

回去就变猪。。

哈哈哈

我傍晚六点也是变猪

睡到九点。。

糟糕

等下我怎么睡觉啊～～

(-.-)

谢谢哦~♥

erm,

最近啊，

我的facebook inbox里接收到很多不同的人的信息。。

原来他们都是读过我的部落格

然后才写信息给我的。。

他们说读了我部落格过后，

知道了

原来我有这样的一段故事噢。。

他们留给我的留言都是要我加油

提醒我要振作。。

他们很多都是不认识的

只是意外闯进了我的部落格

顺便读一读。。

谢谢那些有留言给我的人，

我已经忘记过去了

重新接受新的事了。。

我会记得你们所留给我的话。。

不想回到过去了

过去的确很伤，

可是人总是要面对

不能逃避一世。。

我知道我的决定是没有错的。。

嘻嘻～

各位朋友们，

这个世界上是没有谁不能没有了谁

最重要的是自己过得开不开心～

(^_^)

♥-my favourite song-♥

You are not alone~*

another day has gone,

im stil all alone

how could this be

you're not here with me

you never say goodbye

someone tell me why

did u hv 2 go

and leave my world so cold

everyday i sit n ask myself

how did love slip away

something whispers in my ear n says

that you are not alone..

for i am here with you

though you're far away

i am here to stay

but you are not alone

for i am here wit u

though we're far apart

you're always in my heart

but you are not alone

'lone ' lone

why,'lone

just the other night

i thought i heard you cry

asking me to come

and hold you in my arms

i can hear you prayers

you burdens i will bear

but 1st i neeed you hand

then 4eva can begin

everyday i sit n ask myself

how did love slip away

something whisper in my ear n says

that you are not alone...

for i am here wit u..

though you're far away

i am here 2 stay

but you are not alone

for i am here wit u

though we're far apart

you're always in my heart

but you're not alone..

***whispers three words

and

i'll come runnin'

and girl you noe that i'll b there

i'll b there....

for you are not alone

for i am here wit u

though we're far apart

you're always in my heart

you're not alone

for i am here wit u

though you're far away

i am here 2 stay

for you are not alone

for i am here wit u

though you're far away

i am here 2 stay

but you are not alone

i am here 2 stay

but you are not alone

for i am here wit u

though we're far apart

you're always in my heart

but you're not alone......

missing when v're hugging

n

dance wit tis song...

happy bufday~

happy bufday my babe vivian~

wow..

turn to 21st~

may your dream cum true~

love u babe~

friend 4eva~

nope..

should say sis 4eva~

muax~~

waiting and waiting~

hard 2 describe my feeling rite now..

cz

feel damn confuse..

but

really cant guess wat are u thinking..

erm..

should i ask u face 2 face??

may b..

im stil thinking...

but..

i really treat u as true...

nobody could understand...

n nobody could noe..

axcept myself..

do u noe im waiting??

i think u're not..

hey..

my fren

dun think tat im stil waiting d pass 1..

now is d other 1..

finally...

haha..

swt..

wat m i talking?

myself oso dunno..

im happy tat i really 4get de pass..

now having real new life again..

really enjoy..

hope tat happy life may continue lik tis..

^_^

倒霉的一天~

今天好倒霉哦~

因为今天放工的时候

start不到车噢~

原来电池没有了。。

糟糕。。

就赶快打电话给妈咪。。

然后妈咪就赶过来公司救我。。

我就一个人在车里面等。。

直到妈咪来了，

爹地刚好今晚要做夜工，

就打电话给姨丈来帮我的电池充电。。

之后呢

也帮我加了水。。

谢谢姨丈哦~

happy day~

2day feel vy tired

but

vy happy~

cz 2day im goin 2 photo shooting..

b my fren model..

1st v're goin 2 bukit jalil..

photo shooting til half

suddenly raining..

heavy rain some more..

but luckly v found a place tat won kena rain..

v took over an hour

than v went 4 lunch in tmn midah..

after lunch

v're goin 2 continue shooting...

v go look out point..

hehe..

so so nice..

i lik tat place vy much..

really nice view..

n feel vy cold..

cz jz stop raining~

v oso took bout an hour..

aiks..

i wish nex time can go wit my lover..

can c KL view..

so romantic oo..

i love tat place..

hehe..

cant waiting 4 sunday

cz ill get my photo...

hoho..

than ill post in facebook ya~

sick~

haihz..

backache again..

headache...

flu..

cough...

2day MC n resting at home..

lolx..

nowdays always sick..

easy 2 fall sick..

i wan a healthy life..

pray 4 tat..

goin 2 work 2mrw..

FINALLY~

原来近几年你在我后面的确做了不少

对不起我的事..

刚刚才发现..

也足以让我彻底放弃了

和

死心了...

我也才发现自己有多愚笨

有多傻..

我不应该再自己骗自己了..

是时候醒了..

梦始终要醒..

我不会再想念你

不会再挂念你

不会再在意你

更不会在乎你了..

我发誓...

我要做回自己..

从新的生活

接受新的开始...

一切一切重新开始..

不会再让我的过去阻碍我的未来...

我相信自己能够做到..

加油!!!

(^o^)

endless life~

lolx..feel so angry..

cz some1 keep on miss calling me!!

but i duno who is tat fella..

damn it..

can miss call over 10 times in an hour..

is tat so so so free 4 calling some1??

deng..

jz now i got the miss call again..

ok

i answer it..

but nobody talking..

i was shout..

n sco tat fella stop calling me..

is damn annoying..

n i said wrong number

stop calling pls..
after tat i straight away hang up..

lolx...

aiks..nowdays im so so upset..

really feel lik moody..

was thinking wat should i do..

lolx..jz got a bad news..

haihz..

how cum everything n everybody change so fast??

im in bad mood..

jz feel dissapointed..

nobody really noe wat i need,

n wat m i thinking...

wat u all wana do n think,

go ahead..

i dun mind...

jz

ENOUGH!!!!

有些事,一转身就走一辈子~

有些人一直没机会见

等有机会见了

却又犹豫了

相见不如不见

有些是一直没机会做

等有机会了

却不想再做了

有些话埋藏在心中好久

没机会说

等有机会说的时候

却说不出口了

有些爱一直没机会爱

等有机会了

已经不爱了

有些人很多机会相见的

却总找借口推脱

想见的时候

已经没机会了

有些话有很多机会说

却想着以后再说

要说的时候

已经没机会了

有些是很多机会做的

却一天一天推迟

想做的时候却发现没机会了

有些爱给了你很多机会

却不在意没在乎

想重视的时候

已经没机会爱了

人生有时候 总是很讽刺

一转身可能就是一世

说好永远的

不知怎么就散了

最后自己想来想去

竟然也搞不清楚

当初是什么原因分开彼此的

然后

你突然醒悟

感情原来是这么脆弱的

经得起风雨

却经不起平凡

风雨同船

天晴便各自散了

也许知识赌气

也许只是因为小小的事

幻想着和好甜蜜

或重逢时的拥抱

这个时候会是

边流泪边捶打对方

还傻笑着

该是多美的画面

没想到的是

一别竟是一辈子

于是......

各自各的生活

各自爱着别的人

曾经相爱

现在已互不相干

即使在同一个小小的城市

也不曾再相逢

某一天某一刻

走在同一条街

也看不到对方

先是感叹

后是无奈

也许你很幸福

因为找到另一个适合自己的人

也许你不幸福

因为可能你这一生

就只有那个人真正用心在你身上

很久很久

没有对方的消息

也不再想起这个人

也许不想再想起这些

学会珍惜身边每一个人

或许那会成为记忆的美好~

who really know,care n love me???

may i noe who is the one who really

know;

care;

love ;

me??

izit so hard 2 found??

nowdays really moody...

tears drop again..

yesterday drop;

2day drop again..

wat should i do huh??

may i noe??

how cum it make me feel so confuse..

我知道~by2

从来没想过 不能再和你牵手

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太娇纵

以为你会懂

一直忘了说

我有多感动

***我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由

我们都已接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开是

闭着眼没有回头

我们都知道彼此心中

其实这份爱没停过***

#曾经完整幸福的梦

在脑海里头

我多希望你还在我左右#

+答应你我会好好过

不让这些眼泪白流+

曾经答应过一起走到最后~

每当我一个人的时候,

总觉得孤单....

令我更加的想念你~

想回一切一切..

只能想你,还是想你~

如果我变成回忆,

你会是怎样?

你应该无痛痒吧~

我希望我能放下你,

接受新的开始.....

曾经的我们手拉手~
走过了许多许多难关~

总以为可以走到最后~


可是慢慢..慢慢..的..没有了~

冷了~

从此各分东西寻找自己的幸福~

how did i fall in love wit u~

Remember when

we never needed each other

The best of friend lik

Sister & Brother

We understand

We'd never be

Alone~

Those days are gone

now i want you so much

The nite is long

and i need you touch

Dont know wat to say

Never meant to feel this way

Dont want to be

Alone tonight~

**What can I do

to make you Mine..

Falling so hard

so fast this time..

What did I say

what did you do?

How did I fall in love with you..

ohh yeah ohh**

I hear you voice

And i start to tremble

Brings back the child that

i resemble..

I cannot pretent

That v can stil be friend

Dont want to be

Alone tonight..

**what can I do

to make you mine..

Falling so hard

so fast this time..

What did I say

what did you do?

How did I fall in love with you~

#Oh,i want to say this night

And it has to be tonight

Just need you to know

Oh yeah~

I dont want to live this life#

+What can I do

to make you mine

Falling so hard

so fast this time

Everything's changed

We never knew

How did I fall in love with you~

HURT~

who LOVEs me?

heart BROKEN~

haihz...~

nowdays..

i oso duno how 2 describe my feeling...

sad..

moody..

unhappy..

feel lik my own thing always

snatch by other ppl...

tat feeling is HURT...

how cum everytime wil b lik tat??

how cum wil happen on me??

i really suffer..

n feel dissapointed 2 all of them...

i hv no mood 2 work..

got hard feeling..

i jz wan a simple life..

i dun wana fall it again..

is complicated..

nobody wil noe wat m i thinking..

luckly i got my all babe girls fren wit me..

always concern me..

i appreciate u all..

wat i need rite now..

is TRUE FRIEND...

&

TRUE LOVE~

wish i can get the second 1

as soon as possible..

when can i 100% 4get u???

may i noe u 1 more time??

can v have 1 mor time??

can v have miracle??

i noe v won hv any chance anymore...

wat can i do

jz

let u go...

hope tat i really can 4get

as soon as possible~

hope tat i really can stop thinking of u..

my love 2 u force 2 stop it rite now...

wish tat i can do it~

mooncake festival celebration at herbaline beauty square~shah alam kota kemuning~

10th oct 2009

tat day was great..

all of us are great..

lol..

jz c wat are v wearing..

lik goin 2 bali beach..

love it so much..

v're goin bac 2 our HQ...

shah alam..kota kemuning..

lol..

having belated mooncake festival celebration..

so happy..

i love u~
me & vivian~

tracy babe~

is me~

me & steph~
shandy & vivian~

shandy n me~

us again~

me & janise~

girls in red~

muax~

chole & shandy~

girls in red~muax~

maison ladies nite~~

hehe~

actually should upload laz fri..

but then..

too bz goin out...

lol..

laz thursday..

8th oct 09..

v're goin 2 maison~

is ladies nite..

is so happy..

all the girls dance til sot..

v're so enjoying...

wit my babe..

michelle~

shandy~

elaine~

chloe~

plus me oni 5 girls in my gang..

lol...

miss tat nite~

elaine was drunk..

n im jz feel abit blur...

n i love tat ending song..

which my favourite song~

u're not alone~

feel so romantic..

after tat bout 3 something

v head 2 steven corner...

hv our * breakfast*..

lol...

but i din eat..

cz bz chating wit frenz...

bout 4 something

v fetch michelle n elaine bac home..

after tat

i told kelvin tat im hungry

then v stop in front of 7 eleven

n he bought me 2 cup of cup noodle..

i eat in the car..

lol..

than chat chat chat..

i bac home bout 5am..

luckly d nex day dun need 2 work..

d nex day i sleep til 2pm..

n than kenjin call me..

so ngam..

he was bac from penang..

so ask me hv lunch..

than v head 2 pdn indah tsim tung..

lol..

he bought his babe camera..

he spend 2k bought it..

n he ask me 2 b his model comin thursday..

ok..

i accept..

so now he is thinking the theme..

than..

ah gor call...

he ask where v are..

than ask us after makan go his hse...

lol..

v purposly go his hse

n

accompany he go makan...

lol...

than

chat chat chat chat..

til 8 or 9 something..

they say wana go cc..

so

ah gor fetch me bac...

bye...

lets c my photo....

b4 goin 2 maison..

chloe babe & me~

chloe n me again~

muax..sugar babe~

happy bufday~~

happy bufday

to

squad siow

&

kelvin lim~~

wow..

both oso same bufday..

05/10/1988..

happy bufday to u 2....

may ur dream come true~~

got my new laptop~~

yeah..i bought myself a laptop..

so happy..

can online in my room ad..

really happy..

can hv my private ad..

hahaha..

can keep all my thing..

lol...

ntg 2 say ad..

here is me & my new lappiiiiiiii...

muax...

happy nitez....

tis blog actually should update laz nite...

cz

im goin out wit colleague..

v went 2 cheras neway..

wow..

really enjoy wit them..

long time never sing K wit 1 gang of fren..

v sing 10pm..

to

2am...

but

v left 1am..

cz vy tired..

hv 2 work d nex day..

lol..

haihz..

my darling aegean..

she resign ad..

v wil miss her much..

v warn her ad..

mz call us go yam cha..

hehe..

i miss tat she always go pasar mlm wit me

on wednesday nite..

v always buy tis buy tat 2gether..

v lik in shopping mall..

buy til no money ad

v can go 4 atm..

hahaha..

geng leh...

but now..

no more lo...

miss tat time...

i miss u too...

mz find me do facial ar...

if not ill bit u...

hehe...

ok..

now i show d photo...

********************

b4 goin out 2 neway...

hehe,.drinking kampai ice...

girls..lets cheers...

me & aegean...

lol,chloe,wat r u doin...

me & shandy..

me & shandy again...

chloe & shandy & vivian,,,

yo...

shandy & vivian....